I decided to be moody today and write a personal blog. It’s been a hell of year, so I thought I would look back on some of the bad and the good.
Here are some of the times I can remember from this year when I cried:
- That time I became single for the first time in 10 years…
- At the end of 2019, I decided I wanted to try being single after being in a decade-long relationship. And that hurt everyone.
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1212462152663097345
- The many times I stopped taking my medication so I could be more authentically angry…
- I don’t get it either, but I don’t do that anymore.
- When my trip to Chicago got squashed because we figured out COVID-19 was a thing…
- That sucked and I laid in bed and sulked about it.
- When one of my bosses passed away unexpectedly…
- Appreciate your people while they are here. Everyone has an expiration date.
- All the anxiety attacks at the beginning of the pandemic…
- I stayed at home for 16 days straight. Like, I didn’t even go outside. That was pretty dark.
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1336871009039888384
- When I got my heart broken because mixed signals are a b****…
- Big yikes.
- When my dog, Lucy, passed away. She was 14 years old…
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1273392501249003522
- Now, it’s me and Buddy (her brother and litter mate) against the world.
- Anytime I remembered that my nephew won’t stop growing up.
- He’s almost 4 and he’s hilarious.
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1300614658366242816
A lot of good things came out of 2020 though:
- I listened to a lot of good new music…
- Ariana Grande, Dua Lipa, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato, Justin Bieber and everyone else
- I paid down a lot of student loan debt…
- HELL YEAH!
- I got a promotion…
- They get to put up around here with me full time now!
- I did a boudoir photo shoot…
- Because I CAN! No OnlyFans account for me though.
- I colored my hair purple…
- I talked about doing it for a loooong time. There’s nothing better than actually following through.
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1343075465989414913
- I went, like, 6 months STRAIGHT taking my medicine everyday and I’m still going…
- Take yo’ pills and be nice to yourself if you mess up your streak.
- I’ve learned a whole lot in my new position…
- Thank goodness for patient people!
- I got my mom to watch (and love) The Great British Baking Show on Netflix…
- She loves Prue and I love Paul.
- I am now even closer with my sisters than I was before…
- They learned a lot about me that they didn’t know about me, but then again, so did I.
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1225157318213611523
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1312565526292553730
- https://twitter.com/emilyontheradio/status/1340363106703314945
As much as I want to bury this garbage year… I can’t wait to take what I know now into the New Year! Happy 2021!
